Ivanushka_Groznyj

Hi -- Years ago, someone wrote me this note in Romanian. I've never had any idea what it says at all. I know it's a little long, but if anyone can tell me what it says I'd be so grateful!

Pt c-am inceput s-o iau razna rau de tot, mi-am luat inima-n dinti
si-ti scriu. E pt prima data cand mi se intampla asa ceva asa de dureros.
E pt prima data cand nu-mi pot controla sentimentele.Si simt ca plesnesc
daca nu se intampla ceva ,orice numai sa scap de starea asta care ma
paralizeaza.
S-a intamplat de mult sa-mi dau seama ca tin la tine( ce comic mi se pare
stilul cand recitesc), si putin cate putin s-a adunat mult de tot. M-a durut ce
s-a intamplat sambata, dar acum ca-s mai constienta ma doare si mai tare.
Vreau sa-mi treaca. Si pt ca pleci acasa , sa stii( da, stiu ca intelegi
fara sa-ti traduc) ca o sa-mi lipsesti si ca o sa-mi fie f f dor de tine.
Nu pot sa-ti spun cuvintele tarii mele pt ce inseamna ceea ce-ti scriu (pt ca
le-ai intelege) dar cred ca ai fi singura pers de pana acum careia i le-as spune
sincer.
Deja ma simt mai bine .

Thank you so much!

dpop

Here's a quick translation, with all the expressions cut into simple words, but with the same meaning.

Because I'm starting to go crazy, I decided to be curageous and write you. It is the first time something so painful happens to me. It is the first time I cannot control my feelings. And I feel I'm going to explode if something doesn't happen, anything, just to get out of this state that paralises me.
It happened that some time ago I realised I care a bit about you (when I proof-read, the style sounds funny), and bit by bit, it ended up being a lot. What happened Saturday hurt me, but now that I realized it, it hurts even more.

I want it to go away. And because you are going home, you should know (yes, I know you understand without me translating it to you) that I will miss and I wil long for you very very much.

I cannot tell you in the words of my language what the things I'm writing you mean (because you would understand them), but I think you would be the first person that I would honestly thell them to.

I feel better already


--- i think she means ' i love you' ---

Ivanushka_Groznyj

Thank you so much -- the letter was written to me years ago by a casual acquaintance... I never dreamed it said anything like that! I always thought she was annoyed by me. I wonder whether I'll be able to track her down.

Again, I'm really grateful to you.