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If would be very grateful if someone could translate this for me into Spanish,
It is rather lengthy, I'm afraid

Sweetheart,
It is important for me to know that you understand how I feel. You think that the communication problem we have is not really a problem, but I feel it is at times like these, when we have had a disagreement. Neither you or I can satisfy the other with explanations, and in my frustration I get emotional. I am not trying to manipulate you with my tears. Most woman, including myself, are very emotional, and we can cry at the most riduculous things, like puppies and silly advertisements. But moslty we cry when our feelings are hurt

Years from now if anyone asks me who was the great love of my life, I will smile and talk of you, how sweet and kind and loving you were to me. That no one was ever more affectionate to me or thoughtful and considerate. You have so many wonderful qualities, I feel blessed to have you in my life.

But I would also have to say you made it practically impossible to trust you.
You live with one foot out the door all the time. I live with the constant threat that if I have a problem with something you did or said, I must keep it to myself, because if I bring it up, you threaten to walk out. You accuse me of making a big problem out of something insignificant, yet you are the one
ready to end everything because I expressed displeasure at your actions.

If you enjoy living with me, if I satisfy your needs and you find comfort with me, then you should stay with me. You should leave when those things are no longer true. I will hope that both of us better develop the ability to say "I'm sorry" when we do or say something hurtful or inconsiderate. I am a reasonable person, as you are. There is no reason why we can't talk calmly about our problems.

I have a deep and everlasting love for you, and it would break my heart if you left.But it breaks my heart a little bit everytime you threaten me with that, and as painful as it is, I know that I can survive a broken heart.
Please, please, please stop using that threat as a weapon against me. You either love me or you don't. You want to be with me, or you don't. It's very, very simple. I love you, and I want to be with you. I hope you feel the same.

all my love, always,
Patty