well ... it took some time , lets say 2 months. then i felt weird , i couldnt see straight , felt dizzy and a bit sick . its all part of the proces the psychatrist said

you wil feel better after a few months. but after 2 months i couldnt take it anymore and i stopped with the medication. i felt different and was not myself. thats why i stopped . i tought this is not the way i wanted to change. in shorth the medication didnt work for me ... maybe for others .
a good lesson for me was ... talk talk talk , and go out more . see other people , make new friends or join a club .